Saturday, September 25, 2010

Temporary Moratorium....

It has been long since I scribbled anything. But promise I would be more regular with my blogs. Certain unavoidable circumstances restrained my thought of posting something on my e-blogger account. On personal front, I lost one of the most coveted person a human being can have... The sad demise of my dear father has not only shattered us but it has also made us emotionally hungry. I do regret of losing my respected father but the fact of losing father has converted me into a new being. I am no more what I used to be. I feel the inner aura of positive energy flowing through the veins. I have become so so strong physically, emotionally, mentally and psychologically that every big thing seems to be minuscule for me. Nothing can stop me now... not even the fact of losing father weakens me. He left me to take care of the most beautiful person in this world.. His wife...My mother. I have so much to do ...so much to see...so much to achieve..so much to give to my mom and family and this will certainly give salvation to my dad's soul. I will love him forever and will miss him till I breath last. He was the most intelligent father I have ever seen and will see ever see in this life. His knowledge, skills, competencies can never be surpassed.

On the professional side I have been struggling since I completed my MBA from University of Delhi but as they say good things comes in different packages. With the sad demise of my father he blessed me with so many things.. I have got a reputed job with one of the best organization here. I don't need to find anything else now. I am permanently committed to this organization now. I see myself in a apex of success in coming 2-3 years. So many dreams still to achieve. I am me now. I know what I am and where I can take myself. I make things as I would like to make it. I have been through ordeals but have consequently salvaged from it. I will write my own destiny now. I will make things again work for me from every perspective. Life is just too small to think about small things. I am a new moon and a fresh spring wanting to mesmerize the world . I am out to write my own destiny. I will decide my own fate. I will solve my own problems. Its me. The new me... with my new life......